Sudah lama juga nggak nulis. Hampir dua minggu. Well, nothing really happens, actually. In fact, I still can’t get rid of my feeling towards my ex (not so surprising), I finally made my first attempt to sign in for a scholarship after my GPA is in the range that I wanted to, and... I lost a lot of news.
Yep, news.
Not a kind of news like A is having an affair with B, or who is broken with who, no.
News that i mean is NEWS.
News that’s broadcasted on tv, that saying Swallow’s Factory got burned, Obama delayed his visit to Indonesia, and the terorism in Indonesia.
Hey, I don’t even know Obama is coming!!
And terorism in Aceh? Huh, what on earth are they doing now?
I know nothing. And I feel bad about it.
Not only for being unable to catch up the news, but also for realizing the reason behind.
I’m too busy with college, practical lab, duty and other, true.
But being too busy with my feeling towards certain person? That can’t be even truer.
But yes. It is.
This entire week was almost fulfilled with hatred, sadness, and depression. Not only that I desperately chasing someone who’s never come back to me, but I even lied to get the signature that I’ve been waiting for a whole day (though I didn’t really regret it).
I haven’t worked on my reports, and assignments, yet.
I do have to change. Obviously.
Think out of the box, look around, and change my mind.
Yes, that’s right. I can, and I will fix everything.
I promise myself.
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